My issues

[noshow]

No sleep again

Hi All,

Here I find myself once again. No damn sleep. Had been feeling quite well as of late. Dammit why get all the crappy feelings after a few good days? My stomach is tore up terrible. I can't think of what I have ate, or did. The only thing that comes to mind is possibly the meds I take. Not to be gross, but I cant tell which end it wants to come out of. I guess I just needed to bitch a little, and get this off my shoulders. Thank those who listened...Ns

 

[noshow]

update

Hi All,

Something I have not done in a bit here is post. I have had some bad news recently, and even though I have been enjoying my card games. It will eventually need to be addressed. One issue I can talk about is pain. I have been on opiates, and other drugs for close to a year now. The opiates seemingly are not working to help, and I can say I'd hate to see what it would be like without them. I have to wait for my first little mini garden to flower, and I can see if they will help my issues out. I hope anyine who is gong thru any of these issues is doing better. I will try to write more later. I just really don't feel all too well right now...Ns

 

[Joe King Park]

Hi All,

Something I have not done in a bit here is post. I have had some bad news recently, and even though I have been enjoying my card games. It will eventually need to be addressed. One issue I can talk about is pain. I have been on opiates, and other drugs for close to a year now. The opiates seemingly are not working to help, and I can say I'd hate to see what it would be like without them. I have to wait for my first little mini garden to flower, and I can see if they will help my issues out. I hope anyine who is gong thru any of these issues is doing better. I will try to write more later. I just really don't feel all too well right now...Ns

Hi noshow
Opiates ( In My Case Morphine ) If Taken In High Doses Will Prevent Sleep
I Sure Wished You Had Some Of This Ortega ; This Week Has Been My Most Relaxing In The Last Couple Of Years
By Taking A Tad Less Opiates And Smoking A Doob You Will Sleep Like A Baby
Y.A.N.A ( You Are Never Alone )
Joe

 

[noshow]

hi Joe

Joe,

That is it. I am having trouble sleeping. I have been going to sleep earlier but my sleep is also not restful. I have some very crazy, and vivid dreams. This dream last nite. Damn you would see me being a dragon owner. Some dude was trying to kill me. My dragon flies by with these razor sharp wings, and slices the dude in half. That is messed up. I felt like it really happened. Like I said the dreams are so vivid. I wake up wondering if I am still dreaming, or not. There are other dreams, and there was more than just that last nite. Does anyone that is taking the medications like me have dreams like these?, Or am I just that odd?...Ns

 

[BadLowerBack51]

Joe,

That is it. I am having trouble sleeping. I have been going to sleep earlier but my sleep is also not restful. I have some very crazy, and vivid dreams. This dream last nite. Damn you would see me being a dragon owner. Some dude was trying to kill me. My dragon flies by with these razor sharp wings, and slices the dude in half. That is messed up. I felt like it really happened. Like I said the dreams are so vivid. I wake up wondering if I am still dreaming, or not. There are other dreams, and there was more than just that last nite. Does anyone that is taking the medications like me have dreams like these?, Or am I just that odd?...Ns

I think there is a word for those dreams..Opi** dreams...

 

[noshow]

BLB

Hey BLB,

It very well could be that, but I had them too when I was smoking heavily. They went away for awhile when I wasn't smoking. Maybe it is the foreign substances that invade me, and help me to dream like that. Some of the dreams are cool, but then there are the bad ones. That make me want to never dream again. Be well...Ns

 

[Joe King Park]

Joe,

That is it. I am having trouble sleeping. I have been going to sleep earlier but my sleep is also not restful. I have some very crazy, and vivid dreams. This dream last nite. Damn you would see me being a dragon owner. Some dude was trying to kill me. My dragon flies by with these razor sharp wings, and slices the dude in half. That is messed up. I felt like it really happened. Like I said the dreams are so vivid. I wake up wondering if I am still dreaming, or not. There are other dreams, and there was more than just that last nite. Does anyone that is taking the medications like me have dreams like these?, Or am I just that odd?...Ns

You Must Have Some Welsh Blood In You To Have A Dragon As A Guardian Angel My Friend
Obviously Sounded Like It Was Protecting You By Cutting Off The Dude .
Having Taken Pills Since 89 I'm Experiencing Bad And Downright Painful Intestinal Problems And Have Shifted My P.M Morphine To 9pm From The Normal 6 Pm. Although It Is Only Three Hours , It Has Upset My Body Clock ( Not That I'm In Touch With It But Know it Exists ) And I've Woken Up A Couple Of Times This Past Week And Needed A Further Couple Of VappieTokes Of Ortega Before Going Back To Bed. It's Creeper Effect Taking Full Hold As I Put My Telly Savalas On My Pillow
Oh I Do Hope They Reveg , But They Do Not Have A Basal Shoot Which Is What I Prefer For Quick Turnaround Veg.
Most Folk On Heavy Meds Cannot Recall Their Memories , And We Don't Really Use The Word Odd Anymore Either. We're All Unique And Individual.
And By Defying " The Man" By Growing Our Herb We Are Shepherds And Not Sheep ( Shanti And Nevil Are Above Shepherd Status ).
Despite Taking Psychology In College , I Really Did All My Observations Of Humans Via The Rear View Mirror Of My 1980 Caddilac Sedan De Ville Taxi I Drove Night Shift In B.C's Capital City , Victoria For Six Years.
I Became So Good At Spotting A Fellow Smoker And Would Give Him A Pleasant Shock When Lighting Up A Fattie
I Never Got It Wrong And Always Got A Good Tip To Boot
Morale Of The Story ; Embrace And Accept The Dragon . Do Not Even Think Of Chasing It Or It Will Come Back And Take You Over !!!
Most Welsh Dragons Nowadays Don't Use Flames , Preferring Central Heating Instead
Take It Easy noshow
Joe

 

[noshow]

Thank You

Joe,

Thank you for the story, and I greatly appreciate the kind words. I know you have had them, but it is just so strange to see dreams like that. Then even remember them. Peace brother, and I hope you get some well deserved rest...Ns

 

[noshow]

Hi all

Hi all,

Long story short. I have taken a step backwards in my recovery. I will be out of work longer. There is a very high probability that it will be permanent. I am even having trouble taking care of the ladies. I will be around, but need to try more rest. Which is hard with the pain, and the dreams leave me quite restless. Be well my friends, and mns family...Ns

 

[noshow]

been awhile

Hi All,

I havn't posted here in awhile. I thought to get more detailed here. The headache came on hard, and stayed with me for about four days or so. Caused by some bulging discs in my neck. They are quite debilitating the first coupke of days. With the cold here. It is my first year with these surgeries, and cold. It has me twisted up really bad. I am having limited use of my hands as they are in quite the pain. I am able to use one finger on my right hand, and pretty much my whole left hand.

For instance I went out with a friend last night. Cool I leave the house one, maybe twice a week. I left here so loaded on pills. Just so I coulkd go out, and have a good time. Not in the sense of being high from pills. Yet from being able to move around fluently, and with grace if you will. It is mostly the muscle relaxers taht help. So now today I suffering from that. As I didn't feel it. I overdid it, and now with the cold am hurting. I thank all my friends here. You guys, and gals are awesome. I appreciate all the kind words, and advice. If I don't get to all of you. It is not I forgot. Be well...Ns

 

[mtman]

Damn noshow I do feel for you brother. I know how the cold makes things ache and hurt. I'm lucky in a way with this wheel chair cuz I can't imagine how much it would hurt to walk. I sure hope you have a good holiday my friend.

 

[noshow]

mtman

Hey freind,

I hope your well. I say this. I can walk, and I know your situation you can't. I still applaud you for a better attitude. Yet I say if I could. I'd take half my walking ability, and give it to you. So you could also walk. I wouldn't care if it hurt me more to walk less. I would do so. Then we could walk together. Two older guys, and have a reason to gripe...lol. I mean nothing I have just said to disrespect. I wish you, and your family a great Gobble Gobble Day...Ns

 

[mtman]

Awe man you're too kind. I spent the first few yrs angry and missing walking but then came to realize there's a lot more to life than those things. I was lucky to have a terrific wife and family that have been a great support system. I've been in this chair for eighteen years, I do miss a few things occasionally but for the most part its been good. Turkey day my friend is gonna be crazy, 22 family members at my table tomorrow buddy. It's gonna be fun here. Hey man I got my first order from shanti on monday. Got me some black widow. Think I'll start ten to go along with my spice. Just about big enough to start a thread on em. Do a job on the turkey tomorrow buddy.

 

[Joe King Park]

Hi All,

I havn't posted here in awhile. I thought to get more detailed here. The headache came on hard, and stayed with me for about four days or so. Caused by some bulging discs in my neck. They are quite debilitating the first coupke of days. With the cold here. It is my first year with these surgeries, and cold. It has me twisted up really bad. I am having limited use of my hands as they are in quite the pain. I am able to use one finger on my right hand, and pretty much my whole left hand.

For instance I went out with a friend last night. Cool I leave the house one, maybe twice a week. I left here so loaded on pills. Just so I coulkd go out, and have a good time. Not in the sense of being high from pills. Yet from being able to move around fluently, and with grace if you will. It is mostly the muscle relaxers taht help. So now today I suffering from that. As I didn't feel it. I overdid it, and now with the cold am hurting. I thank all my friends here. You guys, and gals are awesome. I appreciate all the kind words, and advice. If I don't get to all of you. It is not I forgot. Be well...Ns

Muscle Relaxants ; You're Not On Robaxicet Are You? The Chemist Told Me That There Is Only One Muscle Relaxant That Is More Effective Than Valium;
A Orgasm !!!! Honestly, I Kid You Not.
( The Chemist Was Found Dead In Snowdonia National Park Last weekend Having Never Drank Or Smoked In His Life. He Cycled 4 Miles To Work Every Day And Was The Scout Leader. He Was Only 53 !! )
Fate , Or What ?
Think Good Thoughts And Accept The Higher Power That Is Looking Over You
I Have , And I'm Not Afraid Anymore ( I Will Miss My Partner And Kids Though)
But I Know I'll See Them Again
God Bless
Joe

 

[mtman]

Couldn't agree more Joe, I've had many instances in my life of that higher power. I have found that peace and don't fear that time either my brother. So many things I'd like to say but the words just won't come. I sure hope your thanksgiving day is special with family and pain free noshow my friend.

 

[noshow]

at a loss

Hi All,

See the attitudes JKP, and mtman show. In the face of the trouble's that have found them. I feel bad complaining about what ails me. This is a superior attitude. I feel for both these guys, and would walk half assed to see mtman walk again with me. Joe if I could be an organ donor. Your at the top. Be at peace brother, and it is something I need to be at. You guys really are just plain out fucking awesome. I appreciate you two, and am glad to call you both friends...Ns

 

[Joe King Park]

Take Care My Friend

Thanks Buddy
Heres To Reaching The Next Level In My Never Ending Journey
Joe
Btw ; My Favourite Artist Is Named Peter Howson
So Long , My Friend ( s)
PT

 

[noshow]

Hi All

Sorry I was visiting family for the weekend. I will get back here in a bit...Ns

 

[noshow]

Not funny

Again I have to say. It may be time for another break. I tried before, and stayed away only for three days. I had been having a bad headache. It is fazing in, and out right now. I do have one again, but earlier it was bad enough that my right eye I was getting blurry vision. It was like a line from top corner to bottom corner, and just that line the vision was blurry. It came on for about two hours, or so. It has subsided enough for me to be here a bit. These headaches seem to be getting more frequent. If anyone has any ideas. Let me know please. I think it is time for me to be more straightforward with the doctor. Or maybe ...well what I am trying to say is get my point across as to how these headaches are affecting me. He doesn't at current think they are too seriosu. Sorry I just can't function well enough to think what it is I wanted to say. Be well all...Ns

 

[noshow]

worst, or best part

The Best part of last night, or the worst depending how you look at it. Was I got a chance to sample some of the impending harvest. I was trimming some bad fan leaf's off, and clipped a little bud. So that was bad, but the good was this. The smoke was great. Even for a quick microwave dry. That was about 1 1/2 hours of no feeling of pain. I can't wait to try the dried, and cured version. Be well all...Ns